Independence

Right now I live in a trailer out in West Texas. I've been writin' songs and stayin' clean and sober. I kinda had a run in with the chiched rock star life. I mean I'm a country girl at heart, but I love rock 'n' roll - always have. Yeah - I guess you could say I was a wild child - until recently. I'm livin in this trailer park - layin' low. I had a band - but I wised up and decided I had to get my life together if I was even going to make it past the age of 27. When they say "party like a rock star", you just have no idea how crazy it gets. My band was somethin - let me tell you. We toured internationally. Twice. Then we broke up - it's my fault. I couldn't take the partyin anymore. Something inside me woke up. I told my bandmates I had to go away for a little while - to sober up and get down to what's really important. I have a man....had...maybe he'll come out to see me. Another rocker - so me bailin on the party scene means honey doesn't have me to get drunk and wild with anymore. I told him he needs to come out here and get off the drink as well. Get off the stuff for good. I miss all of it and everyone, but I started writing some really powerful songs.